DRUNK
Colors combined,
a shitty painting without shape
making me dizzy.
Voices as one, relentless, pounding wave.
Don't scream!
How many fingers???...
How the hell should I know?
Figures moving too fast to catch,
receding figures deprived of actual solidness
teasing me with a glimpse of this and that.
Muffled words escape dry desert lips;
incoherent sentences seem to make sense to me.
Intoxicating aromas tempt senses long forgotten.
Laughter bubbles up inside
as I watch my feet move back and forth below,
a blurry pair of black leather horses.
Tripping, falling, stumbling incessantly,
Tumbling along a kicked bouncing ball having no destination,
embracing nearby walls as one would embrace a lover,
a human rubber-band.
Awareness slowly leaves my body,
it's slow withdrawal the draining of blood,
the element of life receding without effort by invisible fangs of a prey.
Sleep possesses every bone, every limb in this shell of a body
and like an unborn child,
I am suspended in a void,
only to awake to a blinding new day,
to face a mundane world of the normal.
The visions of the surreal setting the night before,
the memory of pleasure,
now a regretful past-time.
My brain, being dragged through shards of sharp glass,
heightens the feeling of regret as I stare dumbly at the stark white ceiling
above me,
only to mutter once more...
"Hangovers are a bitch."
Comments
Thank you kindly for your comment. I enjoy writing, and for the most part, everything comes from deep down, if not just scratching the surface.
Seems that your mind was busy and everything just flowed?. Kind of like automatic writing. 'Don't think, just write', is what it is I believe.
As per my post..I was the one that let go of the relationship. Feeling the repercussions now, and kicking myself inside.
Take care, and I shall be reading your posts regularly :)
-Paula
I am following you in twitter and I find just great that you have this wonderful gift of writing. If you look at my blog here is only some tests that we did while I was a beta tester, I wish I had this too.
Well, best wishes and don't forget to smile (seems like you don't have a problem with that).
Arturo